Some readers will be shocked for a long time because of this blog to make a sensational revelation.
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I have a double life.
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Well, yes.
I have known you as a traveler, who in 2000 moves to and fro in search of something undefined but evidently it is nice to know that I'm looking for.
In fact, I move 89, when there was no internet and my deeds did not have the opportunity to be declaimed. One day, after retirement, I will write about that too.
My double life is that they are a traveler who is a resident.
The traveler you know, it writes reports (commonly called blogs), post photos of low quality films and turns absurd to denounce the excessive power of the police (Cobretti).
Then, when I get home, I took off my suit and I would refer SuperViaggiatore pajamas. I sit at my computer and work.
Ie I get up in the morning, carrot juice and coffee, and down to beat the keys in front of the screen. Towards noon he eats something, a little TV and away again to beat. Around three o'clock I get a little maliconia, like horizons, to be around, but then I go because it really suits me also to work, because it is preliminary to the next trip.
Because the suit SuperViaggiatore waiting for me.
And do not write, of course, what should I talk? Pajama? (Also because I'm not really in my pajamas).
And today I was thinking about the last months of World Tour, when I asked myself: "What now?".
I had achieved total freedom. I was around for a year, I had steady income that would allow me to stay around forever ... and I entered into the routine of the journey.
You think about it? Years and years of effort to escape the routine of the office and I am in that journey.
Here it is difficult to follow, I know, I can understand only those on the road for months, perhaps Claudio, Pedro or anyone else.
But it was successful. In fact, at the end of the book "The Long Summer," writing in a way perhaps a little rhetoric:
Second Crisis of Red Traffic Lights
Today when I stop to semoforo are rarely at the wheel and I do not see more sunsets.
Those sunsets I have met and exceeded for a while now.
Today the challenge is finding new ones.
And while looking for new ones first met Lek and then my mom goes away for good.
And I find myself facing a new challenge, that of not being re-absorbed by the single thought, but to retain the freedom to travel and consequently to think.
Because if you're traveling, you're free to think.
From home is much more difficult.
Months went by the challenge of 2006 promises to be difficult. I'm home with my father, port Lek here for a month, then I go for a few weeks.
I can already see commuting between last year and Bangkok, caught in a grip of suffering.
Already beginning to think about the past and the future with tenderness. It 'the first step towards depression. And 'this the only true love and respect you if you do not poison the future.
Then came a moment when I almost threw in the towel, stay away from the trip, for a while (which then becomes that little bit more, and your youth is over).
Do not remember when, but I felt caged. And no one was holding me prisoner. Sure, I could pick up and leave, abandoning the family and love, but for what? For free and find myself with guilt and remorse for having thrown away something important?
And again in the routine of the journey?
The challenge was to balance.
In September I went to India and I understood.
I needed around two months, with Lek. Eventually I made peace with myself and I was again full of positive energy.
I was better than during the Second Crisis of red light, then I passed.
Today is a skipper. In the winter months (although summer) prepare the boat in the summer (even if they are winter), I navigate.
Compared to before I can work harder and thus earn more money, maybe in the future maybe even buy a house and make it the TripCentre. And when I travel, I do so with more intensity, as in the beginning, when he was an achievement to do so.
At 28 I told myself that I wanted to stop thinking that the watermelon was over and I had already come to know that white cucumber.
And I went to Australia, where I rituffai on the cake.
And since then has been a continuous struggle to escape the taste of cucumber. Every now and then resent it, but then I always find a way to find the sweet.
The seeds they spit.
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(No, the seeds have no metaphorical value, you can stop thinking .. huh huh huh!)














